H and I are doing well..typical rollarcoaster. I think I need to up my antidepressants though... two weeks out of every month, I am so weepy and out of control. I have pretty much processed the A, but still trying to figure out how to accept my H as "the love of my life" even though he hurt me in the worst possible way. It's a very difficult thing to do, as many of you know. Sometimes I just tear up when I think about how much I love him...and then realize how bad he hurt me. I'm getting there though...<p>H is still processing the A at his own speed, but some times out of nowhere he says some "insightful" things that remind me that he isn't just "burying" everything...he still has a nard time expressing things to me because it reinforces to himself exactly what he did. Communication in general is getting much better though!<p>The OW was terminated from her position because of idenity fraud or something...she is now moving to arkansas with the man who supposedly "kidnapped" her a couple months ago...they are planning on marrying...hard to believe (or is it) that this comes only 3.5 months after d-day 2. H is mortified that he was ever involved with her, but is working very hard on the WHY's and HOW's...which I'm impressed with.<p>The pictures are of me and our little boy (2.5)...I did them for Father's Day! [img]images/icons/grin.gif" border="0[/img] <p> http://photos.yahoo.com/bc/snazzybritches1974/lst?.dir=/My+Photos

WeRtrying,<p>Glad to hear how things are going for you. I am sure it is hard, specially when you realize the one that you trusted and loved so much did something so awful, sounds like you are dealing with it well. Glad to see that H is putting some effort into all of this on his own!!!<p>Please go look for Faith's MB album, and put your and Zachs pictures there so that everyone will have them to look in time to come!!<p>Dawn [img]images/icons/smile.gif" border="0[/img]