Well, got the divorce papers today. H and I had lunch (that was interesting, he would hardly look at me). He was nervous about me showing them to an attorney - I think they look fair, but want my attorney to see them.

Of course, he wouldn't/couldn't tell me how he feels - typical! Then after we part, he calls me on the cell phone venting up a storm. I'm so thankful I have moved past my anger and bitterness. He is still full of it.

He admitted how embarrassed about everything he was. Funny thing though - the things that embarrass him are what OTHER people think/do/say -not a mention of me in there at all.

He said he was sorry for Affair - but who knows. I'm at peace with this whole thing. It seems he is not, but says that he is.

I faxed them to my attorney to look at and will hopefully hear back from her today or tomorrow. Could be as soon as a month or two.

I read back on my main thread - crazy how so much has happened in the last (almost) 3 months!

Thanks again to everyone who has been there for me offering their wisdom and kindness.

Llama Hhugs,
LLama

things seem to be moving as fast for you as they are for me. I don't think your H knows what he really wants. I hope the fog clears before it's too late. It sounds like it may already be. Good Luck.