I just got back from vaction. We all had a fun time. My WH was very attentive but not physical. He bought me all my favorite things and was very concerned for my. I loved the attention.

He has been doing some odd things. He has been talking about us taking the kids to Disney next year, buying me a new car and future family stuff. But, in the same breath he is distant.

I know the he and the OW have had major fights. But the other night I was crying in me sleep. Both me parents are deceased and I was dreaming about them due to other family issues. WH woke me up and I just told him I had a bad dream, no details. I went back to sleep and the said in my sleep "he doesn't want to anymore". I don't know in what context. WH got out of bed slammed things around which woke me up and said he was going to work. At 4:30am? I followed him to the bathroom and he said I was emotionally abusing him. Imagine that. I told him I didn't know what I was talking about but I was dreaming about my parents and had no idea what the other was about. He took it so personally.

I went about my business and he did not bring it up again. I made his favorite meal and he went to bed last night. I took a sleeping pill and went to bed.

This whole marriage is higher maintenance than I ever expected. WH is so confused but will not communicate his feeling. I guess that is why I get blamed for this imagined guilt I am laying on him.