It took me a couple days because I was catching up on everyone!
My vacation was fun. WH was very attentive emotionally and bought my every hearts desire in the way of food. He thinks I need to gain weight which I have (up to 102lbs. YEAH). We had some great intimate moments and even physical contact <img border="0" title="" alt="[Wink]" src="images/icons/wink.gif" /> . WH talked of the future and goals for the future.
I am too far into this to believe that we are in recovery. Contact with OW has slowed but is not over. He still has the apartment and his own checking account. WH is however becoming jealous of my contact with other men. We went to the movie and one of the doctors I work with came up and gave me a kiss on the cheek and hugged me. My D said he was furious until he realized that this guy had done surgery on our D when she was 2. It is odd at best.
The last weird thing that happened was I was sleeping, dreaming of my deceased parents, when I began to cry. WH woke me up. He asked me what was wrong and I said I had a bad dream and that was it. I was asleep. About a hour later, I was talking in my sleep and said "he doesn't want to anymore". I have no idea in what context. At that point he got up started slamming things and said he was going to work. At 4:30am? I followed him and he said he could not take this emotional abuse <img border="0" title="" alt="[Mad]" src="images/icons/mad.gif" /> I told him I had no idea what he was talking about. WH said he thought I was crying over him and that I was talking about sex. Well, here I gave him a big old guilt trip when it had nothing to do with him. He look pretty embarassed when I explained.
The next day he hide my PJ's. More physical contact <img border="0" title="" alt="[Wink]" src="images/icons/wink.gif" />
I think I should starting writing this stuff down. I could make a lot of money writing this in novel form. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" />
