Yesterday, right b4 I was to leave from work, WW called me and asked me if I wanted to go see our neice and 2 nephews. (They are her brother's kids and we are very close to them and they love their aunt and uncle. The oldest is my wife's godson and the youngest is both of our's godson). It has been a little while since both of us have seen them and they were at WW's folks for the night, so she asked me if I wanted to go with her to spend time with them. Obviously I accepted. It was a fun night, mostly playing with the kids and stuff. It seemed like old times when we used to get together as a family and just hang out. I didn't realize how much I missed that. I have spent time with the kids since our seperation, but it was always without my WW.

We talked breifly on the way home. We were invited to a wedding on her side of the family about a month from now. It is quite a ways away, but it would be a fun wedding to go to. As it turns out, WW has to work that weekend so she can't go. She stated that she is disappointed that she can't go and I said that I really wanted to go too. I asked if it would have been something that we would have gone together(meaning that we would be back together and doing things like that together) and she just kind of shook her head like she didn't know. I just left it at that.

We had talked about going someplace over Labor Day Weekend and she basically committed to that last night. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Smile]" src="images/icons/smile.gif" /> However, I said I would like to go someplace for 2 nights and she said "Maybe we should just do 1 night" <img border="0" title="" alt="[Mad]" src="images/icons/mad.gif" /> I guess I should just be encouraged that she will go at all.

When she dropped me off at the house, she gave me a goodbye kiss and that was it. This really sucks for me. Right now, I can't stand to be in limbo. I really don't see any end in sight. I really don't know if her A is over and that kills me. I have so many questions that need answered and I feel like I can't ask her for fear of making her upset. I have been really good at Plan A, but it seems like I am not getting any results, at least not the results that I ultimately want. I have written her a letter explaining why I think she should come back, but I am debating whether or not to give it to her yet. I am just so sick and tired of being in limbo and feeling this way. Thank God I have found this sight to vent.