Orchid
As u all know my story about my H and his lies and the phone calls i told u about he made the outher night, well he is going back down to the same race tommrow, that he went to a month or so back. And the first race he told me he went to he said i could not go, saying i told him before i diden't get into that, which i did, but was supious when he said i could not go so that is why i wanted to go this time. Anyways i told him today i wanted to go and he said ok but.....he said now u know i will be leaving early like 5am. i said ok. but my ouestion is should i follow through and go with him? Its like he knows i hate to get up real early could that be why he said that so i would think about how early it will be that i have to get up and he knows this? thinking i would change my mind. Also got u on the babble thing now. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Smile]" src="images/icons/smile.gif" /> when i read it first i could not figure out what in the world u was trying to say, see how my mind was full of fog? <img border="0" title="" alt="[Wink]" src="images/icons/wink.gif" />

Cathy,

U sound much stronger on this post. This is good. Glad the babble thing makes more sense. It is hard to figure out sometime.

If your H's invitation is still standing, then go. Give up a few minutes of the beauty sleep. You can't work on improving your M without a few adjustments here and there.

Sorry I responded so late. I took my son, nephew and a friend of his to a local amusemsent park and we stayed until it closed. So I am just catching up here but a bit bushed.

take care,
L.