SC,

Thinking of you today

Hoping it is not too hard, goes by fast, & you know if I were you I think I not check my email all day to see if W sent you something. Be hard for me to do. Don't send her anything either.

Good luck.

me thinking too.... <img border="0" title="" alt="[Smile]" src="images/icons/smile.gif" />

You are going to Austin this weekend, right? When? Are you doing anything for yourself today? Call up H2Y. He's got an apt. now, with a pool and a hot-tub <img border="0" title="" alt="[Wink]" src="images/icons/wink.gif" /> .

Take care... and check in with us, K?

It truly fills me with hope that you are so concerned about me today...I DO sincerely appreciate and feel the concern. I really do.

My W will not email me, or call me today. She's always considered our anniversaries "Her Day". I'm just a side-effect, an enabler, if you will.

She WILL, one day when we talk again, bring this up, and she WILL hold it against me. A major LB. But in the scheme of things...

I spent some time with the twins last night, we had dinner together, and they shared some of their thoughts and feelings. They say their mom is actually being "very nice", nicer than she's been lately, so I'm glad for that. She's talking to them more, sharing more, trying to get closer. So I was very happy to hear that. I feared she may "take it out on them" to a certain extent.

I'll probably go to Austin, my D can't go due to work, and my S works Saturday, so we're going on Sunday and returning Monday. I'll stay with my mom, and S will probably stay in the big brother's "Party Duplex"! Should be fun!

Thanks for your concern, and thanks for being here for me. I mean it.

<small>[ August 30, 2002, 10:55 AM: Message edited by: Spacecase ]</small>

Hi Space,
Just wanted to say my thoughts are with you today. I hope you can stay busy to try to keep your mind off of it. I know how hard that is to do! Well, just wanted you to know that I was thinking about you and wishing you well.
BH

Space,

I am sending thoughts of peacefulness to you for today.

I suspect your W will be wondering if you'll acknowledge your anniversary. The silence from you will be deafening to her I imagine. Hopefully it will a loud, silent, wake-up call.

You're sounding very centered. You're the man Space!! CSue

SC:

I'm back home and getting ready 2 head out with the fam for the weekend. I'll be on the forum a bit over the weekend, though. Not much (like you should!).

I wish you the happiest pseudo-anniversary possible. You have a lot 2 be celebrating here. You've worked VERY HARD on your M all these months. And if anything can save your M, the work and what you are doing NOW are IT.

And, finally, if you end up having 2 DV, you're STILL going 2 come out of the experience a true winner.