Brokenhearted,
I see that u keep bumping my post ty, but i guess there is no one out there that can help me! <img border="0" title="" alt="[Confused]" src="images/icons/confused.gif" /> Ty for all your help trying to get me help, u have no ideal what that means to me. Cathy
ps...... My H did leave me a note the outher night when he knew i was at my end and wanted a divore. This is what he said in the note. I a'm sooooo sorry for all the mistrust i have put in u, it seems like i take 1 step foward and 2 steps back. i have gotton better signed Mike. But he has said he was sorry b/f and changed for awhile and then went back to his old ways. I think he is running scared now as he knows now i have a way out being that i will be getting my ssi. I told my H after he left that note that i just coulden't do it no longer as he has just done to much to me for to long. all he did was shake his head. Then starting to act deppresed. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Frown]" src="images/icons/frown.gif" /> I guess i a'm just scared of giving him more chances cause he never did change for long. so i ask him tonight if he went to file for a seperation and he told me no that he has not had a chance yet. confused more than ever. Cathy

Hi Cathy,
I'm gald some MBers were able to answer your post. I hope their kind words helped! My heart goes out to you Cathy. My husband lied to me so often, I never knew what was true and what was not. It is a horrible feeling! Hang in there Cathy. You will get through this. The people here at MB will help you whenever you need it. Sometimes, as you know, the threads get pushed to page 2 really quickly and needs to bumped so it doesn't get lost, but eventually it does get answered! Take care Cathy.