It's been 6 weeks now, since he left. He still says "I don't know", and the pain I feel is so great. I feel like he may not return. I am still having such a hard time with it all. I want him back, even though he is the WS. My heart is breaking and I saw that in him too, two days ago. He finally came by to get his coat. We have had no contact to speak of other then that. A phone call, and a very short one.
I am trying to give him space, it's the hardest thing I have ever done. I still find myself writing to him, even though he does not see the letters. I keep reading this site, it does help. I think I just need to vent today. Some days are just harder then others. I miss him terribly.