Hi,
I don't really have much of an update. My husband called on Thursday to ask what I wanted for X-mas. After I told him (again) that the topic of him seeing my son's Godmother came up. Again he ADAMANTLY denied it and promised that there is nothing going on. I don't know what to believe and try very hard not to focus on that. However, he is still being very curt with me and not having much conversation with me when I do HAVE to call. It hurts so much when I call and he is so straightforward and anxious to get off of the phone. I usually try to hang up first, and if I don't get the chance to then it hurts even more. Anytime I call he's asking "what happened" as if that's the only time I am allowed to call if something has "happened." I just called for financial reasons and as usual he was curt with me. As I said I have no real update, I was just venting. This hurts WAAAYYYY too much.