Do you all have the weekends from hell like I do? I was completely the B***ch to my H, sending those nasty accusations his way of not believing it's over between him and his precious "Mia", demanding from him why he shows no affection or emotions or anything towards me, etc, etc, etc. I was a raving lunatic. I was yelling, and cursing, and playing out every other emotional tantrum I can think of. He kept telling me to stop "wigging out" at which time I told him he could never understand what I'm dealing with, or how he belittles my feelings. Damm him, he had/has all these feelings for ow, but none for me. At one point I told him that I didn't need him anymore, and to just get out of my life. Well, he did leave, just like the last time, but went only to his friends house. I saw that he packed up some of his clothes and put them in his car....maybe for the next time I go nuts on him, he'll leave and not come back. I don't know if I care or not anymore. I so sick and tired of competing with Miss Perfect. I wish I could say I want my old life back, but as we all know, if my old life was so great, I wouldn't be here at this site spilling my guts out to all of you...

Totally agree, weekends are the worst. Especially Sundays. It must be something about the enforced close proximity <P>I know I've never looked forward to Monday as much as I do now!<P>Sorry to hear you had a bad weekend too...hope you feel better soon.<P>

Funny you mention how you look foward to Mondays, that's exactly what my H says to me. Maybe it's because they (ow and he) work in the same place...

Funny, I'm the opposite. I work with the OM and I hate, HATE, HATE Monday's. My H and I both get very tense on Sunday's because Monday is around the corner...<P>