Hi Landslide,
let me know what's going on before we get to the week -- I have to disappear during that time but I will check in on you before the night's end -- praise be to God for making us stronger!
Thinking of you --
1Red

Hey 1Red,

Things are ok. I was just very nervous during church today. Kindofa sick feeling in my stomach. I have these urges to say things I shouldn't to ow. To glare at her when I know I shouldn't. I've been reading here all afternoon in the notable threads. Everything says stay away from ow. Don't waste any energy on her. This is so hard. I know she doesn't deserve my attention or time.

She attempted the hand shake today <img border="0" title="" alt="[Mad]" src="images/icons/mad.gif" /> but someone got in her way. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Razz]" src="images/icons/tongue.gif" /> I know God put that person there to keep her from H. Does that sound soupy!? sappy?! whatever?

Does she want to shake his hand just to keep him interested? You know, he could stand in the other aisle and avoid her completely.

I know if they want to be together they will. H says he has had n/c since last April. Why can't I believe him?

I hope you have a great week. Remember to take sometime for yourself. Thanks for being concerned. I would be crazy - hehe- crazier by now if I had not started posting on this board. Even though I don't reply a lot to everyone's questions. I have been helped so much.

I've read as you change the focus from the problems to yourself that the situation improves gradually. We'll see.

Like I said, have a great week. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" />

In my prayers,
landslide