Hi Lisa;

Thanks for your response.

The OM , on one of our last conversations (where he said he needed to go for awhile) told me "I love you". IN our 10 months we would say "luv" to show that we did infact care about eachother but never "I love you". When I saw that I just cried my heart out.

He tld me he didnt realize just by talkin how much of an impact we would have on eachothers lives...I think his feelings for me scared him...I know he loves his wife and wants to be with her forever, I just think I filled in some things that were missing from his marriage.

This realationship was very personal and emotioanl. Yes, there was 1 sexual encounter in 10 months, but if it were based on sex, it wouldnt hav lasted 10 months, just on talking.

I know he cares about me but I think he truly knwos it had to end.

Im so so sad.

Please keep in touch.