An update:
CSue,
The Dr did give me ADs and something for panic also. It's been a week now, and for the moment I can sleep without images running through my mind. I feel more rested, and can now face the day.
We've been having more good days than bad, which is an improvement. I do feel little better. I just wish I felt more secure. I don't want the distrust issues to ruin my M. It's going to take time, and lots of it.
Thanks everyone for being there, I'll never forget all the support I've gotten here from you all.
Thanks again,
Melinda