of Forboding?

I have had this feeling for a week now after my WH said somethings to me and to the kids.I don't want to believe it but my "intuition" has been remarkably accurate since the A started.

It pertains to our life insurance policies and making up Wills and the fact that my mom is no longer staying with me for support so of course,my radar is up and although I would never imagine my WH hurting me in any way physically,I never would have imagined he would have an A either.Also,the people you always see on the news say how nice he or she was and they wouldn't hurt anyone,only before they get arrested for murder.

I don't know if my imagination is running away with me or if I should be concerned and take precautions.I guess I will be able to gauge my fears a little better tomorrow since WH is supposed to e-mail me with some financial info as well as personal feelings since I didn't let him "explain" himself again to me when he was here over vacation.

It's a strong feeling otherwise I would just tell myself I am being afraid for nothing. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Confused]" src="images/icons/confused.gif" /> We have rather large insurance policies on eachother and an expensive home,etc.I just don't know what to make of these feelings.

O

I had a very strong premonition of physical danger when I got out of the hospital after having a hysterectomy and other surgery. One week to the day after my release, he broke my arm.

A book called "The Gift of Fear" was recommended to me. I would also suggest the movie "Gaslight", a classic movie from the 1940s or so. One thing I have learned is not to discount my feelings, no matter how absurd they may seem. There may be an underlying reason for your feelings that is not accurate, but you need to respect your feelings enough to honor them and try to understand them.

Hi bha,

Thanks for the info.I am not sure if what I feel is really related to WH or that something else may happen but it happened once before to me and we were driving and the tire blew out so we almost crashed.I don't know if it was a premonition but it was creepy.

O

I changed my life insurance beneficiary from my H to my kids and let him know. No sense giving him any more temptation. Plus I had the peace of mind knowing that if I died, he and OW wouldn't be enjoying my insurance money.