O.K. So I have to admit, I am a HUGE ramantic at heart. I want/love the warm fuzzy feelings the mooshy love poems...

REALITY... We (H&I) aren't there yet.. we are on our way, but just not there yet.. Ya know.. traveling the road, sometimes hot and dusty and sometimes a wonderful ride.. O.K. so we are just happy to not hit any big pot holes that cause major car damage.. lol (Sense of humor.. gotta have it)

Anyway, was in the store today looking at cards.. and First WOOOSH.. the last valentines H and I were together and he gave me a card. It said I love you and some mooshy stuff. He wrote "Hope I can always say this" OUCH!! O.k. O.k. so get over it already... Anyway for the last few years before we separated I remember looking at the cards and not finding one that I could give him and feel good about. I felt nothing of what was in the cards, and in the end didn't even feel love.

SO TODAY, I look at the cards, and guess what?!! I could find many about LOVE and commitment and years ahead that I DID feel and COULD give him! Not quite yet to the warm fuzzy, ooy goooey kind of ones, but still this is a big step in the right direction!!

Anyone else?