i started my story in"plan a/plan b" i know i am in p/a & i'm having trouble tonight. kids in bed ww asleep on sofa,reading some of everyones posts. sorry i don't know how to make paragraphs in here. i'm on my anti-d's and still! not as bad thow. the ww has been distant this week.please read thread don't know how to link. have seen moments of ups but mostly downs. i know one way or the other i will be ok,but man this is hard! conversation is like pulling teeth. had to listen to a recap of my youngest boys kindigarden entry test while she was reluctetly telling my mom on the phone, she had started to tell me, after i asked ,i hoped she would be gushing about it but i guess every thing is getting to her too-i know this is my taker but i hope it is getting to her. i'm also trying to meet her EN's but finding it hard when she's not talking much. she still says she loves me when i say it to her,sometimes she says it with an up note sometimes with a down note. i'm trying &i know i love her terribly,sometimes i just can't whate for this to be over so we can make our life better for us & our boys. thanks for letting me rant. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Confused]" src="images/icons/confused.gif" />

Rant away, m'man. That's one of the things this board is good for.

I will go over to the other forum and read your post, then come back here and reply.

As for some of the tech issues you mentioned, paragraphs are as easy as hitting the enter key twice when you want to start a new paragraph.

Distance is normal. Have patience. I know it is hard. You can only be there for her as much as she will let you, but if you don't push and don't react badly when she does share with you, you can make it easier for her.

dewt

[QUOTE]Originally posted by dewt:
[QB] Rant away, m'man. That's one of the things this board is good for.

thanks dewt, look foward to your reply.

love the tech hint. i'm geting the hang of this stuff.

doing martial atrs turnament with oldest today. ww going also,kids very important to her.

check back tonight. have to get ready to go. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Cool]" src="images/icons/cool.gif" />