Im hurting so bad right now. I have noone to talk to. H wont answer his cell phone. Last time I talked to him he told me he loved me, if he loves me then WHY wont he come home to me and the kids? I just want him home. I love him so much, more than hell probably ever know. Im hurt because he knows I have no gas in my car and the kids need milk. Instead of him coming over to bring milk, or go fill my car up with gas, my mom has to come sit with the kids so I dont have to get them out in the heat. So I dont have to let 3 babies sit in the heat while I go inside to pay for gas with a check. Im so afraid hell go out and have an A just to get me back for what ive done. Im afraid if he doesnt come back home ill snap and do somethig stupid to myself. I dont want to do that. I just want my family back together!! =CRY