"LA LA LA LA LA" this is what my head is doing right now. Maybe its because I am back to Macy Gray again. She's my favorite artist no doubt.. MAcy writes her own songs.. and that makes her TOP! "My fondest Childhood Memories" I think everyone that had an unfaithful parent dealt with what she said. "She never gonna hurt your daddy ever again..so I killed her." Anyways... I'm suppose to be on plan A I just can't keep my tongue tie at times. I notice more of what husband is saying... so I detail every little thing he says since now I take all he says serious. Sometimes he takes offense. I can't help it. I am really trying plan A...really I am, but I can't be sweet.!!! It's just not in my nature...Of course I want his love, why do I become bitter every now and then? Maybe its my new diet. Since I'm going to Spain, I thought I'd try to look good for two weeks. So he had a suggesting for a yellow bikini.. since I have dark skin.. anyways I've been taking it easy for the last couple of days... I'm a bit calmer now except that day I drink coffee..a nd I never drink coffee..

Anyways I just updating on my rollercoaster and wanted to see how my fellow RIDERS were doing!
It's funny he never wants to talk about OW!
I also notice he says he loves me more these days. and when he say stuff and I just go "pphhtt" then he says "this is my way of saying I love you and I'm in love with you." bbbbbllaaaaaahhhh......
"HAPPINESS OR TWO: That's my limit, I'm junkie what about you"
Good luck everyone that is on Plan A and between Plan B .....(I notice rarely anyone ever practice STRAIGHT plan B"

harudah -

I'm doing fine in my almost Plan B mode.

Ooooh! An itsy-bitsy teeny-weeny yellow polka got bikini. Send pictures.