H says that his mother is disappointed in him and that really hurts him. (We lived with his parents before I was forced to leave) The last contact I had with her was an e-mail that I sent her with an attachment of all of my evidence of the EA. I haven't heard from her since. She hasn't called me once since I left the house. I'm guessing she's just trying to stay out of it. Right now, I'm really angry with my FIL. He basically scolded me when things came out. He wouldn't believe me and thought I was acting like a child and overreacting. Right now he's treating H as if he's done nothing wrong. Anyway, I was thinking about e-mailing my MIL just to update her on my welfare and just to let her know that I'm not the one giving up on the M. Would I be wrong in doing this? I haven't spoken to her in about a month. I'm afraid H might think I'm trying to impede on his family. He's already told me that he doesn't want me talking to his friends anymore and I haven't since then. He thinks everyone is watching him and his dad is contributing to these feelings. Also, this last time that I mentioned that I was moving back he said he didn't think it would be good for me because I would just be reminded of him everywhere I went and that I would probably run into someone he knew because he says he knows a lot of people. As if I'm not reminded of him doing everything that I enjoy doing because I remember being so excited to do these things and go these places with him. You know, most days are okay because it feels like I'm just visited my family. It's just when it gets to the point where I want to call him that it hits me that he's left me. Today has been hard on me for that reason.