At least for a while.

In fact, this is my first time on in a week or so.

H feels like the time I spend at MB causes me to focus on the negative. He may be right. It certainly can be depressing here, although I also get a lot of good from the site. At one time it was my absolute life line and I clung to it tenaciously.

At any rate, H knows how much time I spend here, and he feels like he's under the microscope. It's very uncomfortable for him.

I remember those days after learning of his EA, when I was terrified that any little thing I did might send him rushing out to OW. It's a wretched way to exist, and I want to do whatever I can to reassure him. So, I might lurk or pop in briefly, but I wont' be visiting regularly for a while.

I do hang out periodically on the Ladies' Board so if anyone really wanted to get hold of me you could just ask Topie, Matilde, Sprezzatura, KaylaAndy, or Kat72 to give a shout out to me.

I think often of you guys here. Thanks for all you've given, and continue to give. And to those of you in despair and confusion, know you'll be in my prayers.

This isn't a sad thing I'm doing - it's a postive thing, to encourage my H and help him feel more secure.

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We care about what happens to you, let us know how you are doing from time to time.

SS

Thanks for all the help you've given me, mizz turtlehead. Lotsa love comin' atchya! Hope to hear from you someday soon,

graycloud

sniff, I will miss ya my friend! Please pop in sometimes and say hey! <img border="0" title="" alt="[Smile]" src="images/icons/smile.gif" />

Amen. go placidly......

PEACE OUT...and IN!!