Two days after my anniversary, I'm going to a wedding. I was not going to attend until I found out she will be moving 3000 miles away, and who knows when I will see her again.

My in-laws will be there, and they will give me support. I also have a few friends who are also attending. I don't know what to expect emotionally.

This is her second marriage. Her first marriage was a train wreck ready to happen. She married a man whom she met while he was married to another woman. So she was the OW. Then married him and guess what, he cheated on her. She holds such bitterness towards him and to this day talks about him constantly, in a way I think she stills loves him and she will be bringing alot of baggage into her new marriage. I hope I'm wrong, for her sake and his.

She has been very helpful to me, she does know what I'm going through. I recently just found out how she met her first husband, I was kind of shocked especially since he is a Pastor. How can she be the OW, who cause the break-up of her first husband's marriage, and cried he cheated on me. She must have known not to trusted him. Was she any different from the first wife, did she actually expect him to be faithful to her?

Anyway I wish her the best of luck, she is starting a new life. I hope I can make through the ceremony. It is her second wedding, so its not going to be big wedding. Its the bridegroom first.

Try not to focus on all the hard stuff today. Enjoy going out, being with friends, and having a good meal!