thanks top rope, i just don't have the words for all the things that come to mind. i think i have truly grasped the concept of the wife that God wants me to be now but i am also trying to remain humble about that too. God has just worked such a miracle in my heart and i just want to share it so much w/my wonderful husband, which i still believe he is. i just have to continue to remain in an attitude of prayer and know that things will be made clear in time.
i know you have recently encountered some bumps on your road as well and you just continue to do the best you can, when you can, as long as you can. the generosity that i've been able to share also goes to the credit of the people here and helping me through rough spots and helping me to see things through different perspectives. there is truly a reason for all that's happened, there is a season for everything.
thanks for the pat on the back, i was actually on the internet ordering some books from Dr. James Dobson's Focus on the Family website and was crying because of some of the titles i was reading (The Giving Marriage, The Christian Woman's search for self esteem/building your mate's self esteem, A woman who hurts: a God who heals, and Living with your husband's secret wars is what i ordered) and just longing to share what i have learned w/my husband. i'm sure a lot of what i'm experiencing right now is because of my anxiety for thursday but i really am trying to stay focused.
so i'll give you a high 5 right back at you and thank you for taking the time to share yourself as well, prayers to you, RR