here it goes~

Saturday i was so suspious of my H too much stuff to type on here but there wre some reasons he gave me to be very very suspious!! so. We had a long talk i was conviced that on sat he had been intimate with the OW. i didnt know what to think. he was crying (a rare occurance) and very upset. i still didnt know what to think. I could see the whole situation either way and it could be true. either he coudl be telling the truth or lying through his teeth. it is very plausable what he was saying. we decided to start our recovery over starting AUgust 1. we both agreed. some more stuff happend the next day. it was teriable i was ready to leave him.. He agreed to get the OW sceadule changed AGAIN. so they would only over lap 1 houra w eek. until he gets a new job and some other things. I was hopeful. I still am a bit hopeful. but i dont know. i found out that my insurance starts oct 1. then i get 8 free sessions at a MC then we pay 20 dollar copay from there. so i cant wait to go there. I'm not sure if this is for real. but i'm trying to be in plan a all over again. Hopefully he is serious. and i'm not so sure. i guess i'll just have to wait and see. i started work this week and have been so busy! its been a relief keeping busy and not thinking all the time....

<small>[ August 04, 2004, 05:59 PM: Message edited by: mylife25 ]</small>

Don't give up, it sounds like you love each other a lot. Keep working on yourself, marriage and pray will all help.

Don't give up, it sounds like you love each other a lot. Keep working on yourself, marriage and pray will all help. Also read Surviving An Affair.
that and have alot of patienice