I know you didn't make that comment...

ark

</font><blockquote><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><hr /><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">Originally posted by atruheart:
<strong> Double Quote here! LOL

Soulloss wrote:

</font><blockquote><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><hr /><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">I also know that this place hasn't helped the situation at all. It isn't like it was years ago, and not many people really know your situation.

Ark wrote:

this type of stuff really irks me...
</font><hr /></blockquote><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">Ditto Arks comment to this! May be that the people here are not the same......but apparently we are doing something right! BECAUSE there are a lot of M's being saved! <img border="0" title="" alt="[Smile]" src="images/icons/smile.gif" /> </strong></font><hr /></blockquote><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">Actually, Dylan didn't say this, I did. Sorry it irked both of you, but it followed from an earlier conversation with Dylan about people replying without knowing the long history between she and Dewt. It sure wasn't a slam on MB, just letting her know that I understand that she feels strange about being referred to as the WS and Dewt as the BS.

Again, I didn't mean to insult the two of you, or anyone else. I just meant there aren't many of us still around who know their situation from the beginning.

</font><blockquote><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><hr /><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial"> I just meant there aren't many of us still around who know their situation from the beginning. </font><hr /></blockquote><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">Anyone feel like doing a brief recap for me "from the begining"? Certainly not necessary...I could probably go back through the archives and search it out....but it would be nice if someone could sum it up in a sentence or two.

Reason being, is that I've been sort of following this story, mostly dewt's story over the past couple of months, and lately, I have noticed a change in the inertia of this situation. First, it seemed to me dewt was posting expressing his pain and loss, and not much, if anything was heard from dylan.

Now it seems, dewt is awfully quiet, and the expressions of hurt and pain are mostly coming from dylan.

Interesting dynamic.

soul-loss


what I would like to see from you is the identification of some behaviors that about you that you want to change....

and see if others can't really help you change them...

things from you...

like..

three little things you want to see be different if your life...

three things about you...

regardless of your past people have felt the same as you/...

and once you start to conquer little aspects...once you gain that momentum to feel and see your own changes...awesome...

ARK

<small>[ August 13, 2004, 07:16 AM: Message edited by: ark^^ ]</small>

Dylan,

Stop reacting. Start acting. Ask deut to join you in professional MC, either with the Harley's or Penny.

Dylan, sweet Dylan,

I don't have a computer right now (crashed and died - helped along by our handy hammer!)... I am on a public computer during a lunch break at work...

I have been reading... praying for you... HEY!! remember how you helped me choose my new name? <img border="0" title="" alt="[Smile]" src="images/icons/smile.gif" />

Remember this... we love you. Even when we're scattered, even when we aren't here, even when we don't talk, even when it seems that we don't care... we DO. We know you and love you. Always have, always will. Even when we aren't around. Understand?

I can't be on long at all, but here's what I want to say to you:

I have been where you are. I have been where Dewt is. I have been where 90% of the people who post on this site have been. We all share... our heartache... pain... we've all been there. Things that help one don't always help another, but let me tell you what has FINALLY helped me... as I have been TORMENTED by MY EMOTIONS, MY CHOICES...

Therapy.

I know... I know... so much... too much... to tell it all again... from the beginning... again... and again.

Do it one last time, and do it with someone who can HELP YOU.

I am moving on my path... finally. I was just standing there for years... at the beginning... not moving... paralyzed... do you understand? I bet you do... hurting, crying inside... i get it. So it's psychobabbly and crazy-sounding... it's the truth for me. Is it for you?

Even though I am not around much... don't have a computer... often can't even check in... I think of you... and your path... you aren't alone on it.

*Hi to K, Peppermint, Mitzi and Heartpain (you old dog!)...sorry if I missed anyone...

~Sheryl~

<small>[ August 13, 2004, 06:52 PM: Message edited by: Nyneve ]</small>