Grrrrr, I had no idea.

I got the A/D. They gave me Prosac. 20mg/day. Took the first one at 8:45pm EST. I don't feel anything yet. Wait.... Hold on a sec.... Sorry, just gas.

I asked the WW what she was doing after work. She was evasive. Told me she did not know. Told me she did not know the OM schedule. Well, I talked to her at work and she told me she was going to an Ice Cream parlor. When I asked her to bring me some, she changed the subject. When I pushed it (LB????) she said she might be going with the OM. MIGHT???? MIGHT???? I told her that going out on dates with another man while you are married counts as having an affair. She did not respond. I asked if she cared, she said 'no'. I hung up.

After I got done crying, I called back and let her know, in very civil tones, that her going out with him hurts me. I said, "I just want you to know that it does, in case you did not think it did" She had no reply.

Did you hear that? It was my spine falling out on to the floor.

I have to go on living.