Well, I think it is now officially over between me and my WW. I called her last night to talk to her about going to counseling and we got in to a long conversation about our relationship. She accused me of breaking in to our house. She asked me why I can't deal with reality and admit that our relationship is through. She pointed out just about everything that I had done wrong since she has known me. She told me that she has been pissed off at me since shortly after we got married. She refused to acknoweldge my point of view on anything. She refuses to accept any blame. I was trying to be calm and understanding and not argue and that was pissing her off. Finally I told her that I was done. That I wanted her to file for D. That I didn't want to talk to her or see her anymore. I told her that it is too painful for me because I still love her. She said she was going to file and then hung up the phone on me. I think that was the last time I will ever talk to her again. What a shame it had to be such a sh***y conversation. I need to move on. I know that she will file and will never come around. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Frown]" src="images/icons/frown.gif" />

Parkem,

I really don't know what to say, except that I'm really sorry for you and your WW and kids. I do not have any words of wisdom or encouraging messages. I just want to say I'll pray for you and may you find peace in the future. I know your pain, when you love somebody so but they do not respond because they are so wrapped up with the OM.
If this be any help, it can only get better. Because when you've hit rock bottom there's no way but up.

God Bless

DD