In case you didn't catch my Hug in Idiotville, here it is again.

{{{{WEAVER}}}}

Thank you.

I think you are extremely special, and your kind words brought tears to my eyes.

XOXO

Jelly

Thank you so much KY!

You are special too!

Now I'm gonna cry, dang you! <img border="0" title="" alt="[Smile]" src="images/icons/smile.gif" />

You made me cry too. <img border="0" alt="[Teary]" title="" src="graemlins/teary.gif" />

Suck it up Grandma.

Is that better??? <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" />

You know what I did today KY?

Well "he" left me a message that he would be on the island with his two youngest this weekend, so I could avoid him.

And I got to thinking, well what if he has ole fake t*t's there again. Then one thought led to another, so I got my binoculars and my DD and found a place on the mainland that I thought I could see our shore from, and just parked there looking through these stupid binoculars just waiting for a glimpse.

Well I never did see anyone on our beach and finally left. I could have just got on the ferry and went tearing over there, like the old me would have done, but I didn't <img border="0" title="" alt="[Smile]" src="images/icons/smile.gif" />

Today I am proud of me, I am the NC queen! <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" />


*just editing out some profanity, thats all

<small>[ September 11, 2004, 04:22 PM: Message edited by: weaver ]</small>

Nice of him to call, did he just leave a message on a machine? Did he tell somebody else? Did you talk to him? Do you really think he is seeing fake t1ts? (I wonder if that is on her driver's license) Glad to see you only resorted to Stalking. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" />

How's the Island anyway, boring, buggy, dirty, isolated, and um boring?

When is his time up, didn't you give him a deadline?

He left a message on my machine. He said he was going to write me a letter explaining everything to me. And that he was going to spend his time alone, not with anyone, just soul searching and that he thought that this NC thing of mine was good for us both. He also said he wondered if I thought there was any hope for us in the future. Then he said "AW weaver, how did it ever come to this" "You are so hard to forget and I think about you all the time." That put me right back to serious sad mode. Hope he doesn't come back to the island for awhile so he doesn't have to leave me anymore messages.

The island is as dirty as ever, yes KY it is an island with lots of dirt and stuff. It's only boring if you want humans for company instead of bugs <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" />

I like to go over there and lay on the beach and watch the boats, and to have bon fires. Trouble is it rains all the time up here, so what use is the island?

Fishermen, hunters and drunks seem to love it though. I used to love it until ex and I broke up, now I don't like going over there too much <img border="0" alt="[Teary]" title="" src="graemlins/teary.gif" />

Next weekend I promised myself I would start going out again, get a life. Hope I can actually do it.