Hey mom,
Well,I am glad that you are still around but I have to say that I don't really see much change in anything since months ago.I understand how hard this is for you but it sounds like you are still floundering around without a specific direction(despite counseling),so,what happens is your WH is still up to his antics,you are still just as emotionally messed up as before,flip flopping between anger,resnetment and so on,and the OW is still hovering around like a bat,pestering your WH and you with HER antics as well.Geeze. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Roll Eyes]" src="images/icons/rolleyes.gif" />
I don't want this to come off as insulting by any means but I don't know what it is that you are expecting will change with this situation.It's all still a very sordid and tiring story with a few added scenes,nothing more.
All this time you could have been in the process of a D and looking forward to some peace for you and your boys,letting WH see up close and personal what it will be like living with the homewrecker or living alone.But he keeps turning up like a bad penny and you are right there to open the door.
I said before to you that there have been only 3 people in the time that I have been here that I would advocate a D.You are one of them.It's not something I am encouraged to say but one in which,after hearing your story time and again,I feel that would be in your best interest if I were in your shoes.That is all.
I would like to say you are doing a great job and dad is coming around finally and I think things are going in your favor but they just aren't IMO.ESPECIALLY since the homewrecker OW is pregnant and will forever be a thorn in your side no matter what.I would just want to be a thousand miles away from a painful situation like that.I'm sorry that this wasn't probably what you wanted to hear but I am just concerned about you.It's just madness.
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