now im beginning to feel like the OW. wh had me meet him in a motel a couple nites ago. i trust i dont need to elaborate why? im really beginning to get confused. he still says the same ****, he doesnt know what he wants, to give him space and time to figure himself out. i asked him should i move on? first he said i dont know, then he said no.i went to see my MIL yesterday and she told me that he said he loves me with all his heart, that he doesnt love anyone else and he's really confused and hes going thru something right now that we dont understand. she also told me he was devastated that i removed his name from my arm that it hurt him more then anything.(good).i told her i can always tattoo his name on me again but he could never take back what he has done to me.i took over his old cell phone and some tramp text messaged me (him) so whats the deal, your not talking to me anymore? i text back whos this? she said emily, i said back this is nelsons wife, who the hell are you? she said just a friend im sorry wont bother again. i dont believe that bull, ive heard messages from her before on his VM.so, its more than just the original OW.im not bothering to call her or her family anymore because it does no good and just makes wh angrier.plus i cant deal with the horrible things i find out.im not so depressed anymore just kind of sad today.yesterday i met up with him again so he could give me some money and wore my lowrise jeans and a tank top and when wh pulled up in his truck he looked me up and down real good and proceeded to get mad that i was standing around talking to his friends.well, thats about it for now. havent been here for awhile, how are my buddies doing? Familymatters, 3isacrowd,believer, and treereich?