How do you stop the movies in your head? When will I ever feel special again? Is he really never going to do this again? Why wasn't I good enough? Just the words "Niagra Falls" depresses me for days! He took her on a three day vacation in April while little wifey thought he was on a hunting trip! When will I stop feeling like such a fool? SIGH!! How do all of you cope with things like this? Do you have anything special you do? I try to keep busy and think of our future together but these things will come into my head and I want them out so bad! I hate to hear that it will just take time. I hate hearing that but I know mostly that is what it will take. I've been having more good days then bad lately. But how do I get over the bad ones? They sometimes can stretch into 3 days! <img border="0" title="" alt="[Frown]" src="images/icons/frown.gif" />