I wanted to say thank you for taking the time to post a reply to me the other. I am very ashamed of the hurtful things I said.

I have been thinking a lot about what happened that day, at least on my end and I think LostHusband hit it pretty close.

Have you read his thread?

I am starting to realize that I get very unhappy when I stop talking to God.

My life has been pretty rough as far as the things I have done, and in the dark years I totally forgot about God.

When I was a little girl I remember being sent to the corner in second grade for talking and I thought my teacher made me put my hands behind my back with face to the corner so I couldn't pray. I was crying to my mom about it and she told me I could still talk to God without putting my hands together. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Smile]" src="images/icons/smile.gif" /> Well he has always been my friend in my mind, even though I don't often go to church or know much about the bible.

Thank you Foreverhers, and I hope that you and your wife are doing well and that she gets over the bumps I see you writing about lately. Well we know she will <img border="0" title="" alt="[Smile]" src="images/icons/smile.gif" />

weaver - please accept my apology. I didn't see this thread and only saw it now while I was checking some of the "older pages" of the forum.

I hope things are better with you.

God bless.