It has been 4 months since D-Day. 2 1/3 months since WH finally had no contact. Today I can't take it anymore. He keeps telling me that he has no feelings for me. I don't know how much longer I can Plan A it. Our MC said not to do anything over the holidays for the kids sake, but I don't know how much longer I can take this pain. Today I am so depressed I can't stand it. I've been crying for hours. Everytime I think about what he has done to me, our kids, I just don't know if he will ever realize how good he has it here unless he leaves. He has moved out of our bedroom and has been sleeping on the sofa for about 2 weeks. He won't let me get close to him, he won't even sit next to me. I feel so unwanted. Does anyone have any advice? I am so heartbroken.
Me (36)
WH (36)
2 Daughters 5 & 7
Married 10 years
Together 17 years

<small>[ November 23, 2004, 03:37 PM: Message edited by: jkhippy ]</small>