I have tried to do my best plan A. His mood is so unpredictable and Im having a hard time keeping it together.
One day he is talking about our future and how we could work it out. (I do not discuss. I will nod and walk away)He acts sweet, loving and genuinely planning reconciliation.
Next day alien returns. Tries to start a huge fight. I usually ignore and keep on with whatever Im doing, ocasionally I take the bait. GAME ON! He has then decided we will never work out and we are getting divorced. He will list every crime I have ever commited and break me so far down that I feel like Im drowning. He has so many lists of crimes I have commited ranging from things I said during arguements to my own affair. During these alien visits his own sins dont count. Only mine. And OMG if I had a dollar for every fogspeak that he spewed, I would be very wealthy.
It is during those dark times I dont know why in the world I would want to be with him.
Today is one of those days. From the moment he arrived this AM he started. Was furious I wasnt ready, although he was 45 min early. Was pissed son's room was messy. Was pissed the kitchen floor was wet from just being mopped. Wanted to fight over me not allowing son to spend the weeknights with him, meaning OW would wake son up and gets him ready and takes him to school, as H works very early shift and isnt home at that time. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Roll Eyes]" src="images/icons/rolleyes.gif" /> As if.
We went to son's karate class and he was pretty nice. We were laughing and whispering to each other. He drops us off to run off to help OW's Dad move and calls me on his way to get her. Told me he is taking me to court and he will win 50/50 custody, Im just wrong and am going to lose. That he wants a divorce and its all my fault. WTH?? An abuction in the 2 miles from my house to his? Maybe OW called and was sad because he was with me, I dont know. Whatever the reason, I am going insane.
I cant go on like this. I cant function like this.
