Haven't posted here for a little while, still trying to get all my things together.

Bit of an update though:

1. Filed an interim order for parenting orders for our son last week. Courts came back to us yesterday and set the date for January 15. My WW would of got the papers yesterday.

2. Son was very upset when I had to take him back to WW parents house. He was screaming, didnt want to go, wanted to stay home with Daddy. Really broke my heart <img border="0" title="" alt="[Frown]" src="images/icons/frown.gif" /> When we got to her parents house, he had fallen asleep in the car, and I stopped my WW from awakening him and told her we had to speak. I told her that she is destroying him, to which she only replied 'its not my fault'!! She started banging on the car windows in an attempt to wake our son up (I held the door shut as I was trying to speak to her). When he did eventually wake up I tried to comfort him and tell him everything was going to be OK, only for WW to try and pry him out of my arms on several occasions!!

3. Got a call from her friend last night, accusing me of calling them both and hanging up when they answered the phone! I have never done such things, and told her this. She then said it must be me, and if happens she will get the police onto me. I told her to trace the calls, and then she will be assured that it was not me. Psycho!

I really cant stand my WW right now. Some part of me still loves her, and probably still wants her back. I dont think that can ever happen, and I also think that all this (over the last month) will be something I could never forget if we did get back together.

I hate not hearing from her, and especially my son. And it sucks big time, that I need to go through her first before I can speak to my son. Even then, it isnt the same ... talking.