why are you always up in the middle of the night you seem to be able to survive without any sleep at all.

How do you do it?

LOL!

It's not the middle of the night here, it's morning!

I get up really early in the morning, sometimes 4 am, but I usually am in bed by 10 pm (7pm would be fine with me though <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" /> )

You're just trying to deflate attn, aren't you? <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" />

How are things going to in your sitch anyway?

<small>[ December 23, 2004, 06:36 AM: Message edited by: weaver ]</small>

And by deflate (deflect ?) I meant that you disappeared last time, right in the middle of the discussion regarding your sitch.

But I've been thinking about your sitch since then, and have wondered what is going on with it.

Any change?

Well everything is exactly the same as if it was d day.

WH still in contact still very much in fog.

Me losing it doing all the wrong things major one of trying to talk to him.

Had to go last time did not want WH to know about this site.

He would just use it against me like all the other things he does

Just chatting trying to remain sane by talking to you guys.

Do you live on a farm 4am really early

I just read through your latest thread, don't know how I missed it.

You will get through this, your DD was only in Sept, and that isn't very long ago.

It takes a long time to get to the point where you are not overcome by sadness and deep grief.

I ended up going on A/D's (lexapro) it helped me get through the worst, however I now would not recomment Lexapro for anyone, way too many side effects that didn't show up until about three months for me.

I exercise a lot Dyinghere, it helps me. I put in Guns & Roses, or ACDC or something like that and just go off into my own world while I do the treadmill or gazelle machine. It helps me and makes me feel good.

You got some excellent advice on your other post, and I certainly can't add anything.

Hang in there, you will get through this. It just takes time and focusing on the plan A helps a lot, I would imagine that is one of the goals of Plan A, to have something to focus on.

I would become fluent in Orchids fog babble if I were you. It would help I think in your convo's with him.

Well, off to work for me.

Other thread has more details

Wh just rang me from office I told him this morning he had to ring me 3 times before lunch he only managed 2. But he did call. So What . Yeah dont know what that means and why he felt he had to just because I told him. Trying to keep me in control I think.

See other tfread he ring OW all the time telling her he loves her.

thanks weaver have a great day talk to you later