Hi,

Asking for BS H's to help out...... Check out this thread: Rescue Me's thread. Possible anxiety attacks.... needs support.

Thanks,
L.

Orchid,

I am sorry but, I am ok again after letting all the pain out and Cry out all the painful feelings. I am feeling ok again, I am back to normal again. Thank you for being there and all the Mbers. The reason it trigger's me on crying is missing her so much, But I have to hold my feelings to my self cause I don't want to feel stupid again after talking to her on the phone.

I think sometimes you have to close your EYES, cover your EARS, and bite my LIPS just to get through this feelings.

1. I don't want to SEE anything...
2. I don't want to HEAR anything...
3. I don't want to SAY anything... to her at all.

I know it's really hard to do it, but I will keep going and WS is not the one I miss right now. I miss my wife, I hope someday we can meet again and be together again. I will never stop praying to GOD and find the direction of my life.

Thank you so much ORCHID, you are very helpful...

God Bless you...

Rescue,

Your feelings are very familar to us. Your heart is in great pain and your soul does not understand why.

Know this could happen again. Don't be afraid of it, learn to understand it and you will be able to handle it better.

Also please be patient with us. I am in the last time zone out here so I am usually up later than most. LOL!!! Others will be back in the morning.

G'nite,
L.