I have been on a roller coaster of emotions for the past 24 hours. It's been awful. Everything was getting so much better between the two of us. I've been able to stop being mad about it, but man am I still so sad.
I am on edge, moody, don't want to be touched, getting frustrated easier...and it really only has to do with him. I haven't felt this way in a LONG, LONG time. It scares me.

Cause honestly I don't want to feel this way. But this will be the 4th time I've had to feel betrayed by this woman in AZ.

She works for our company two states away, but yet my H feels the need to talk to her still. They had an EA from 5-04 until 11-12-04 and to be honest, I don't know if he really has ever gotten over it. Something she has, I don't. It was only until he drove 17 hours from Texas to Arizona did he finally realize he wanted to save his marriage. Yet, he decides to snag our recovery for some quick chit-chat with her?!!

Now look what it has done! : (
Loving

Loving,

I am sorry that this happened, it sounds like your H is still addicted. But I do have to correct you on something, you were not betrayed by the OW you were betrayed by your H. This is between the two of you. This will set you back in your recovery. ARe you in MC?

Did your H tell you about the email or did you discover it on your own?

Pep

LWIT,

I'm so sorry to hear this. I have been worndering how you have been doing. Since you haven't been here much I figured things were going quite well for you. Keep your head up. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Frown]" src="images/icons/frown.gif" />