Anything for you by Gloria Estefan
Anything for you
Though you're not here
Since you said we're through
It seems like years
Time keeps dragging on and on
And forever's been and gone
Still I can't figure what went wrong
I'd still do anything for you
I'll play your game
You hurt me through and through
But you can have your way
I can pretend each time I see you
That I don't care and I don't need you
And though you'll never see me cryin'
You know inside I feel like dying
And I'd do anything for you
In spite of it all
I've learned so much from you
You made me strong
But don't you ever think that I don't love you
That for one minute I forgot you
But sometimes things don't work out right
And you just have to say goodbye
I hope you find someone to please you
Someone who'll care and never leave you
But if that someone ever hurts you
You just might need a friend to turn to
And I'd do anything for you
I'll give you up
If that's what I should do
To make you happy
I can pretend each time I see you
That I don't care and I don't need you
And though inside I feel like dying
You know you'll never see me cryin'
Don't you ever think that I don't love you
That for one minute I forgot you
But sometimes things don't work out right
And you just have to say goodbye
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It is just weird how I sang along this song many times I heard it before but it was this morning that I actually listened to it for the first time. It gave me goose bumps and made me teary eye.
Maybe because it is our 3rd Wedding Anniversary today and he called a few times already and not mentioned even once the Anniversary. I mean, it is strange because I do not want to celebrate it but at least I remembered it. I feel sad today a bit. I known him forever. We only been married 3yrs today and soooo much has happened in those years. I guess I just depressed myself more now. <img border="0" alt="[Teary]" title="" src="graemlins/teary.gif" />
Oh well, I decided to move on and that I will do. Sorry if I depressed anyone else with my post, but thanks for listening.
Also I may start working soon at the gym I go to as the babysitter. That I am excited about. Hope it works out. It does not pay much and it is only Part time but membership should be free and I get to watch my son too. Wish me luck! I should know tommorrow for sure. I have not even said anything to WH yet until is for sure.
Love
<small>[ January 20, 2005, 02:03 PM: Message edited by: love of a lifetime ]</small>
