</font><blockquote><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><hr /><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial"> My BH catching me on Dec 17 online. I had thought he didn't care, and I was so wrong, he showed me that his love ran so deep and that I had hurt him so badly. The remorse and guilt was so overwhelming. For the following month I told him the truth about how I felt, etc and had NC, but I continued to lie about the details of the affair over and over causing BH more and more hurt and pain. It was only a week ago where I finally broke free of all the remaining lies and it felt great. I have the most supportive BH in the world, in a time where he has had every reason to hate me, he has loved me and saved me.
</font><hr /></blockquote><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">I noticed that your first and only post was on the FWW thread. I wanted to welcome you to Marriage Builders. You are a very brave woman to make that thread your first post.

It sounds like you and your H are doing pretty well considering how recent your dday was. Have you read through the site? Have you and your H filled out the ENQ? If you haven't already buy Surviving An Affair, Torn Assunder or After The Affair. You might also check out Not Just Friends. Do you know what led you to begin the A?