Hey hon, here is a diversion for you. You can get a free tarot reading (computer generated) on this site. And although I realize that tarot and horoscopes are for entertainment, these are usually pretty spooky.
Here's mine for today....It was a "self knowledge" reading, and I asked about how I should approach my Plan B.
Conditions from the past will be repeated unless you awaken to alternatives.
The card in the Body position points to influences from your personal history, your genetic heritage, roots and background.
This card is traditionally entitled a Page, but in some modern decks as a Princess. In this position, this card recognizes something very familiar in your situation that takes you back to a time when unexpected news changed your life. It could either have been a positive experience with a pleasing outcome, or the opposite.
At any rate, take time to remember the event in detail because your current situation will echo your earlier response unless you consciously make an effort to react differently and create a new pattern. Your intuition, like a faithful messenger, is prodding you to awaken to what is unfolding and the new choices you have. Be clear about what you want to happen this time so that past mistakes are not repeated.
You are up against the wall, and it is appropriate to admit it.
The card in the Mind/Feelings position reflects an aspect of who you are right now, as you present yourself to the Tarot experience.
The Ten of Swords in this position signifies a sense of grim relief. At this point you are no longer obligated to exert any more effort because there is nothing more you can do. Under the circumstances, no one can rationally expect you to have any power to change the situation.
In a sense, you are free. You may be in shock, flattened, but that is understandable and acceptable. It is best not to try to do anything about your condition at this time. This card gives you permission to surrender to the inevitable. Be assured that in time you will recover, you will again have some wind behind your sails. But for the present, you're just knocked out. Admit it and go with it -- what else can you do?
Your inner Wise One is beginning to pierce illusion.
The card in the Spirit position reflects the broader perspective and influence of conscience, your Guardian Angel, inner wisdom.
When the King of Cups come up in this position, you are coming into a spiritual inheritance that you created for yourself through deep longing and personal development. A rich well of intuitive insight is distilled from lifetimes of human drama. Serenity becomes a greater part of everyday life, even as challenges continue to arise.
You are beginning to merge with the fountain of life, the source of all being. As your inner life mellows, the outer world becomes more lucid. You are beginning to enjoy the beauty, harmony and infinite blessing that is daily life on Earth. Your inner shaman is coming to the fore, and for this blessed moment you can see through illusion and feel the sacred.
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See...weird, huh?! Here's the addy, just in case you are interested.
Tarot Reading -Caren <img border="0" title="" alt="[Smile]" src="images/icons/smile.gif" />
