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<small>[ February 23, 2005, 01:15 AM: Message edited by: KiwiJ. ]</small>

Triplo

<small>[ February 23, 2005, 01:16 AM: Message edited by: KiwiJ. ]</small>

Buena sera, la mia bella KiwiJen. Io sono benissimo. E Lei?

Don't remember if I've posted this b4 but one of the things that I still want to do is to go live in either Tuscany or sulla Isola di Elba.

I guess the only question is whether I'm solo or with la mia bella miglia (sp?) See I stop studying for a month and I've forgotten everything.

What will the future hold? Who knows?

Maco

Buena sera, Maco

Bene, grazie.

Si, capisco. But not solo. You need to go with your bella maglio (correct spelling of wife BTW) and reclaim Italy. That's what I want Rob and I to do but he says he doesn't think he can ever go back there.

Sheesh, I can't remember any Italian - I had to get my dictionary out. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" />

BTW did you ever see "A Fish called Wanda"?

Ciao

Jen

<small>[ February 24, 2005, 01:12 AM: Message edited by: KiwiJ. ]</small>

Jen,
Been in NYC w/ oldest daughter.

Didn't see your most recent post until now.

I'm with Rob. I'm not sure I could go to Italy with W at this point. I'd ruin the trip. I think I need to go on a solo sojourn. Figure out who I am and what I want in life or the rest of my life.

This whole secret friendship for our entire marriage really has me off track. Not in a negative emotional tantrum sort of way. More of a "I've forgone so many things to be a H and father. What have I done for myself? sort of way."

I enjoyed my time in NYC with my oldest. I'm so glad I was able to spend this time with her alone. We hd a great time.

I did think of my wife while gone. Missed her and was happy to see her.

The sad thing is that bad thoughts popped into my head at times. Can't seem to control that aspect since the new info has come to light.

Still trying,

Mac

Geez, I thought all that wonderful Italian had gone to waste. I'm glad you saw it. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" />

Like I told Bob on his thread. We're just a normal married couple now. I don't even know if I have anything to offer MB any more.

Rob has had to put up with just what you have. He knew I went all dewey eyed whenever I got the old photos out. He told me after d-day that he knew it was more than just "old flame" stuff but he's only looking to the future now.

It's all you can do if you want to make it work.

Jen