Alright, I'm not trying to be too obnoxious but I'm leaving on my trip tomorrow. It'll be 10 days of fun, worry, jetlag, sightseeing and worry.
I've tried to cover all my bases. WH has been brief about all the activities happening while I'm gone and warned about exposing the kids to OW. Has he been listening? What will he do? Who knows. The kids have a plan. There's a Plan C, a Plan M, and the every-popular Plan Grandparent. We've done rollplaying. We've got schedules and calendars out the wazoo.
WH has been in a jolly, cooperative, very good place lately. Do I trust any of it? Do I believe him? Do I believe there is NC with OW? No, No, NO. Ever since WH was confronted with the mall sighting, things have been a little different. I don't know what this means and I won't speculate. Maybe he has something rotten up his sleeve for when I'm gone. Maybe the fog is lifting. Basically, I think WH is a good person but I've been fooled before. Only time will tell.
I am so glad I am going on this trip. Lately, I've noticed how much I've been breaking down. I feel beseiged, battered, tired and worn to a nub. Lately, I've scarely been able to read the posts on this Board. The pain here is so raw and personal. I have too much empathy for the newbies who are just starting this rollercoaster ride from Hell. The betrayal, lies and nasty actions of every WS cut into me. It's time for a break. I need a little space to regroup...some perspective.
I'll be around today and some of tomorrow. I'll let you know in 12 days how things have shaken out. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Smile]" src="images/icons/smile.gif" />
