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Hi! I've read up on the reverse babble, and use it when I can, but WH stupmed me yesterday:
He knows I come here and have SAA and HNHN and we talked about it yesterday. WH starts off by saying counselors and books are horsehockey, no one can tell him how or why he feels. He doesn't doubt that alot of adulterers follow certain patterns BUT..... (and these are his words) why couldn't it be that the WS has fallen out of love with their spouse (in my case he claims 3 years....I really don't believe it, but he is adiment about that and in that time he's tried to be "in love" with me but couldn't do it....incidently, he never told me, I only found out on Dday...he says he was trying to protect me because he had no reason to be out of love) and that they simply have found someone else to love.
The way he said it makes me wonder. My only response was that in most cases, after the A has completely ended and the WS is back to a more "normal" sense of themselves, they regret their actions and realize they loved the WS the whole time. It was a matter of chosing to work on the R, save the M, and not destroy a family (we have 5 kids....his, mine, and ours).
Is this my only reply? He was quiet after that, but I was hoping maybe there was something sharper I can say?
Thanks!!
-Christine
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It could be that he is too immature (or scared, ignorant, whatever) TO LOVE anyone. He can manage the 'in love' part (infatuation). That part's easy. But when the honeymoon period ends (and it ALWAYS does) he's too lazy, inexperienced, selfish, clueless, whatever to take the relationship any further.
IMHO just back way off and don't try to tell or teach him anything. Let him come to his own realization. If he has infatuation confused with love then he will eventually fall out of love with the OW too. If he doesn't get it before you move on then I guess he will lose you.
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MereMortal,
You may be right. Our R (10 years total, 5 married) is the longest one for either of us. I know there's no explaining it to him. I guess I'll have to wait until the A is completely over and he really deals with withdrawal (they still work together, PA is over but EA continues dispite her recent engagement). He still says that he loves me and I am his best friend. Maybe, deep inside he knows but in order for him to live with himself throughtout this, he needs to convice himself otherwise.
Thanks for posting!
-Christine
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MCB,
Your WS is still babbling. Notice how all his comments are still about him. Let him know that this ME-ism attitude of his stinks. If everyone displayed that attitude, ask him where does he think the world w/b? Of course, many do display Me-ism and that contributes to the selfish acts including adultery that runs so rampant in the world today.
As for your RB lines, well you got it started but may need a bit more practice. Check it out by practicing in the mirror. Your response was good if he was logical and NOT in the fog. You have to get into the mind set of WHO you are speaking to. RB when you are speaking to the WS and speak normal when you are speaking to your H. Plan A helps you communicate with your H in a safer manner, RB helps you communicate with the WS w/o letting him leave anything negative or any guilt trips on your lap. You get to give back his babble to him. At least that's my theory and how I used it.
Here's an example:
ws: counselors and books are horsehockey, no one can tell me how or why I feel.
BS: Well if they are, there are sure a lot of horses leaving their schitz lying around. In other words, I personally have seen your own babble uttered in detail by other WS. You may feel unique but you are just following a very disgusting script.
WS: doesn't doubt that alot of adulterers follow certain patterns BUT..... why couldn't it be that the WS has fallen out of love with their spouse (in my case he claims 3 years....I really don't believe it) I am adament about that and in that time I tried to be "in love" with my W but couldn't do it....(incidently, he never told me, I only found out on Dday)...
BS: Ok, well at least we agree you are not unique. Could it be that you have falled out of love with your W and family? Ok, let's follow that thought, tell me when it was? d/d? No. 1 year ago? Hm.... (after or if the time is identified, get mad and tell him why didn't he tell you then, why wait until d/d?). If this was such a good thing, why didn't he share it with you?
Note: You will be on a roll at RB at this point so you will have to temper your questions and limit it to a few key ones. Remember the WS can't process much in the fog so keep the questions few and direct. Then sit back and let him digest it. It may take a few days or weeks to get an answer. This is where you have to learn patience. This piece you do have to practice ahead of time.
WS: I was trying to protect my W because I had no reason to be out of love) and that OW & I simply have found someone else to love.
BS: Protect me? Let's see if this makes sense...... This illustration is less than our worth but let's see if your WS logic works....
Illustration: You have a home, bought and paid for. Many improvements and $$ has been invested into it...... No reason to sell it, the entire family is happy and content with the style and functality of the home. A few improvements c/b made but nothing serious.
One day you drive by another house.....needs repairs, owner is behind in the payments, lawn is full of weeds and the garbage in the back yard is reeking from dog poop. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" />
Now explain why you would grab your clothes, abandon your family and move into this home absorb all it's financial diasters, not fix the yard or the house but live in it as is?
(Step back and let this picture sink into his mind. Remember it is not about the new owner, he becomes the new owner of this mess).
If he says because he wants the challenge of fixing up the mess, let him know it is a zone where the land is eroding and soon the house w/b condemmed anyway. Is it really worth it at all costs?
See RB gives back the guilt. Sometimes you can giva vivid lessons and then the BS has to step back and let the WS think. It is good when the WS thinks because the A wants stupid people who run on their emotions and don't use their brains (except for creating chaos). Just like the Devil, he likes to play on people's emotions then have them create the chaos. All the while he sits back and laughs.
The BS needs t/b smarter than this. One of the thing the OP tells the WS is to 'listen to their heart'. The one thing the BS needs to do when dealing with the WS is to get them to activate their 'gray cells'. Get their brain working instead of their emotions.
Hope this makes sense.
L.
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Orchid,
It does make sense...I need practice. As smart as I am, I'm just not always the quickest reply, unless of course it's humor or sarcasim <img border="0" title="" alt="[Roll Eyes]" src="images/icons/rolleyes.gif" />
Don't know that the house analogy would work, he doesn't see OW as flawed at all. She's 19!! Whenever he does discuss her with me, it's that she's confused on her feelings. I know I see clearer than him, she's just playing him for as long as he'll put up with it. OW's fiancee is a few states away completing military training. He has graduation in about 6 weeks and will be stationed somewhere....I only hope OW follows her fiancee where ever that may be <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" />
I'll print this out anyway so I can keep re-reading it until my reflexes are catlike!!
Thanks a billion!!!!!!!
-Christine
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Christine,
The house analogy is not the OW. Rather it reflects his choices. Your house are you and your family but the other house is not a person. It reflects his choices. The OW c/b a picture perfect (though most are not) person with everything else in perfect order and my description would stil be the same as in the previous post. Why? Because he is in the mess. Anymore mess the OW can contribute would add to HIS WS mess. Does this make sense? The WS has turned the H world upside down. Trashed it and desecrated himself and his legend. That is why when you separate the WS from his family he doesn't have a good place to be regardless of the state of the OP.
Now use your sarcasm and wit as part of your RB tools. Lightly sprinkle them to help you stay on your feet. Not adding salt to his wounds by flavoring up your responses so you can hand him back his babble. See if it stings him, and you are just giving him back what he gave you, then he w/b the one to feel the pain, not you.
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not to confuse you but SARCASM is not part of PLAN A. Did you see this in SAA? Please do not resort to this! You need to do an effective PLAN A. I'm afraid he may use your sarcasm to justify his R with SWEET NANNY! Every situation is different. This is a sweet, young thing!
Your WH is not different than any other WH lost in the fog, Christine. He is following the standard script.
My FWH said SAA didn't any apply to him when he was an alien.
Try to understand the part that explains this as being an addiction.
I still don't have much time, though.
Talk to you tomorrow. <small>[ March 13, 2005, 09:26 PM: Message edited by: mimi1254 ]</small>
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Mimi, my friend, always looking out for me. I am still working Plan A. Our conversation wasn't heated, WH actually initiated the subject. I ask about reverse babble hoping there was a way to reach him, it's sooooo hard being patient and waiting for EA to end. Sometimes I just want to shake the crap out of him.
Thanks for searching me out!!
-Christine
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Try to find WAT's GUIDELINES.
Search Worthatry and look into his signature line.
H hates for me to be on the internet so I sneak time to check the MB FORUM. You'll be in this position one day. I'm sure of it. The A will end. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Smile]" src="images/icons/smile.gif" />
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I lik eto always agree with them...try this next time...
"You're right, no one can tell you how to think or feel...me either."
"You're right, you sound like you have fallen out of love with me...I wonder when it's going to happen with you and OW?"
"There are some interesting theories out there about who we fall in love with and why, I've read a few, some I beleive (MB) and some I don't (his). It seems like magic, but I think there are some very practical examples of love happening. What I have learned is that when a person is involved with 2 people, they will always compare the 2 and one will win out...usually the new one where all those feelings are new."
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