FWH and I are going to the lawyer's tomorrow. If the petition to divorce is in order, I will sign it on the spot.

I spoke to FWH tonight and he said he is unsure, he is afraid. I was very sad last week. Thinking about the D is very painful for me, but after hearing that he is unsure, I suddenly feel very strong... that I have to be strong for both of us.

Please pray for us so that we will be of clear minds tomorrow. I am a very practical person. I don't want to waste too many trips to the lawyer's. FWH? He might take the papers home and conveniently 'forgets' or 'lose' them. I certainly do not want this to happen.


I do not blame the xwh for his affairs and abandoning our marriage. He fulfills 90% of the Cleckley Criteria

I forgive him for his insanity and I forgive myself for being gullible to his charms.