Hello--
IT's been a while since I posted on here. I joined another group for ppl under 35, and it's been helping a lot.
Life has been busy. working a ton. playing hard.
BUt I wanted to say I haven't forgotten any of you.
Has anyone heard from Horsey?

As an update... we haven't filed YET. I've been too busy and for some reason he needs a financial avadavid filled out?
I don't know why since we didn't have any assets together.
Also, he wanted to sit down to go over it all, but I couldn't.
I can't explain how I feel about him now.
I miss our connection. I miss a lot about US.
BUt I don't really miss him, as he was the last year or so. I miss what we were when we began, when we were optimisitc, and in love.
Am I sentimental fool or what?
He says he'd like to shaer with me someday when we can be friends what all this has meant to him.
I'd rather he just get it over with and tell me now.
I want to start a fight with him every time I think about talking to him in an "as friends" way.
I found condoms in his house, and he says there isn't anyone, and ti's not any of my business, and I've even been on a date. WHy do I care?
I don't understand my feelings at all.
BUt most days are good days now-- I moved out the end of December.
I hope you are all doing well.
Lucy

Don't go to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body. Skid in sideways, Champagne in one hand - strawberries in the other, body thoroughly used up, totally worn out and screaming WOO HOO - What a Ride!