May 4th is a year is the anniversary of D-day.. what have I learned:
Aleins really do exist, one person can not rebuild a marriage, you can know someone 26 years then not know them at all, you can not change anyone but yourself, it does get easier with time, any relationship I have going forward I will be respected..
I've learned that I am capable of surviving on my own, People DO enjoy my company, I've been told I'm pretty and I beleive them, theres a whole world out there that I haven't explored and each time I go out alone or with friends I meet fasinating people.. I will not sit home all summer (like last summer) crying, I'm going to do the things I enjoy. No matter how much support you get from his family there still his family..I found marriage builders to late but beleive it works.
I filed for D in January, because he just would not(could not) make a decision. Once he asked me to put it on hold but that was only to give him time to find a mediator ( which he did not do) so I never put it on hold... he also wanted me to drop the infedilty charge (not going to happen) I've learned all about fog and how the BS can be in a fog as well as the WS. I'm now out of the fog and see all to clearly.
So to anyone out there reading this.. going through this Cr#p.. be strong be good to your self be a goddess. and remember you need to hit rock bottom before you can start the climb back up. get off the rollercoaster and be good and true to yourself..foolw the advice of the people here there are amazing. you deserve the best life has to offer no matter what any WS has to say about it.
So after a year of BS and being here in case he wants to talk WS is here spending time with 14yo son, so I'm gona disappear. love all of you...



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