I haven't been here in a very long time. Saw that the boards have been updated in a new format. I like it. Just a short summary... WH had a long-term EA with a women (7+ years). I read a lot on this website, got good advice, thought about things and most of the time did not follow the guidelines. I guess, I was afraid...

Well, the time had come and I guess I had enough. I was more afraid of staying than of leaving... Everything is out in the open, exposed, no more secrets and maybe that was the best thing that ever happened - for everyone involved. I feel relief and I'm looking for my inner peace.

I probably won't be here much longer because it's probably not needed, no matter which direction "I" will choose - it IS MY choice now.

I just want to wish everyone here the best and I want to say that I totally agree with the philosophy of this website and I appreciate the help and advice that I have gotten while at my lowest point.

take care!

kati