I am sorry about your situation. It seems as though you are truly sorry and are working hard for your M. I hope that everything works out for you. I wanted to humbly ask your help on something. You are in a unique position as you are on the opposite side of the equation from most of us. If you are not in a position to help right now then I will understand. I wanted to see if you had time to read my story under "Need help". I really want to know what someone in my wife's position is thinking. I also want to know what a truly remorseful person in her position would be doing now if she truly cared for me and wanted to save the M. If you could provide this perspective to me then I would be eternally grateful.