Hello everyone again. I am back to tell you more about my pathetic life. Tonite went to bowl on my league, and ex husb subbed again. Thinking the others bailed on me. (they were new to this town) Anyway, my ex had to make ignorant comments all night, like that he is getting new plates for his car and was telling me of his ideas of what to put on them. All were related to sex. For example, I6U9, pimpn, im4sex. How pathetic. Told him I was sick of hearing about this. By the way he is 38 acting as if 12. Then he lets me know he is mad at me because I wont resume a relationship with him without marriage, and still mad I took back old name. Dang, I feel if you are too ashamed to be my husband again then why would you want me to keep your name. Then it dawned on me. HMMM this way to the other men out in the world it would appear we are married being we shared the same last name. He said I was right.<P>To make the night better an old rivarly of his is on my league. To me it's a waste of time to hang onto bitterness and bad memories of people in your past, but he hangs onto them. It's apparently obvious to everyone around how jealous my ex gets, so this enemy of his waited until my ex was up to bowl, came up to me, bent down and said "maybe I am out of line here, but I had to come tell you that you are a beautifull woman". My ex had said earlier he was going to kick his a**. So he demanded I tell him what he said to me, and I refused. He was in my face telling me I better answer. Whatever, I told him we are no longer married and he did not want remarriage, therefore I was not obligated to tell him nothing. If he wanted to know that badly, he should be a Big Man and confront his enemy, yet he never stands up to them, just me. Sounds tough huh?! So on the way out he calls me a bi$#h and says to never contact him again for anything. Oh yeah and I can go f*&@ that man if I want. Yeah, this is really what I want, you all know this? I just come on here to MB because I have nothing better to do. He is so messed up. Mad because he cant have me the way he wants, and then says I should have never signed the divorce papers if I really did not want to divorce. He demanded it over and over, got mad when I said I was not going to sign and I eventually gave in. He says I should have been stronger if being married was so important. I signed because he wanted me to, I for sure didnt want it. I knew he would eventually say "I didnt make you sign". Never fails.<P>Next says when Jan. comes he will email with the number of women he slept with, and give them my email and phone numbr so they can let me know how they liked it. Then said if he gets aids, that it will be my fault, because I forced him into this lifestyle. Bull.<P>Anyway I will do as he asks and not contact him in anyway. I called last night because I knew he had a prescription filled before that my dr just prescribed for me. Wanted to know if he still had so I would not have to spend anymore money. So he assumed I wanted something more.<P>Crazy huh?<P>Bluestar

Bluestar--<P>You're right. 38 going on 12.<P>I can tell from your post he riled you. Just remember--take responsibility for your own actions; he'll have to take responsibility for his. That's not your job. <P>------------------<BR>Laura<P>"I cannot care a little for you. I love you only just enough to love you all the way."~~Rod McKuen<BR>

Bluestar....your H sounds like he has some major head-trips going on....maybe it's best to stay away from him for now....